Susana Gardner : Wread& Writ

from Report from the Mangold Society, Vol. 1 No. 1

 

 

 

 

 

Written in a day spent with Sarah Mangold's chapbook, The Goddess Can Be Recognized in Her Step, published in 2014 by Dusie, Homolinguistic translation in the glitch.

1.                 The Goddess Can beest be Recognized in Her Grise

2.                 We Breathe the Goddess in Her Step

3.                 We Breathe the Goddess in Her Step

4.                 The Goddess is recognized in Her Step

5.                 Tatted Circa Lionesses

6.                 Transformation Absorption

7.                 This Fine Thing

 

 

 

 

The goddess can beest be recognized in h'r grise

 

burneth fusty notions         tatt'd myths and w'rship in hath felt shelt'r in ghostships   monst'rs giveth  place

in em'rgence           most sayeth monst'rs i sayeth the f'rm the abs'rption and                   transf'rmation of anoth'r

p'rfect monst'rs p'rmeate faith     transgression is ev'rything a furr'd landscape  a strong-box

full of meaning  o unconscious kingdoms feedeth us           the promises of monst'rs shall keepeth us

ourselves trippeth up sun-w'rshiping close       expenditures our companion monst'rs shudd'r 

shutt'r intimacy frets navel-gazing f'rms of at which hour           wreading  we capitalize this landscape

We breath the goddess in h'r grise                  We giveth the Goddess H'r Grise

 

 

 

We Breathe the Goddess in Her Step

 

Burn old notions    metaphormosis
of tatted myths and worship in felt shelter

Monsters give place

to emergence 

          Most say monsters

I say the forms from the absorption and
transformation of another say homolinguistic translation  

or post-post prefect of glitches permeating faith

 

Transgression is everything         A blurred landscape   

a strong-box full                iridescent unknown kingdoms
The promises          monsters of meaning might make        
to say keep us         at bay or to ourselves        feed us bits    

or trip us all up in shiny   and sun-clad missteps

          Our companion monsters might
shudder   different coda              since intimacy
and navel-gazing        form anew
wreading      pollinates     our germy landscape

as we breath in  we breath the Goddess

in her step

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

W̨̛̃̆̔͛̍̒̊́̏̋̾̍́̚͜eͨ͛̌̅ͨ̋͋ͦ͂͆̿͂͛͊̓̂̽̚͟͝ ͛̔ͮ̈͒̍͋̿̾ͧ͋͆̎͌ͯ͟͡͞b̧̐͗̈́̂̈͊̓̈́̉͌͆͒ͣ͜͢ŗ̉͊ͤͫ̔ͧ͟͝e͛ͥͧͬ͘҉̕a̷̶̢̍̓̾̇́ͩͧ̎͌̌̓̄ͥ́́̚̚t̴́̓̃̀͝h̓͛ͮͫ͌̓̆̃̀̽̈́̌ͨ͢͢͝e͛ͥͧͬ͘҉̕ ̢̛ͣ̋ͣ̐̓͒̚͟t̵̵̸̄̓͆͒ͧ́ͥͮ͠h̵̓͂͛ͤͩ̀ͭ̀͞͠͡͡ę̢̏̒̿ͩ̈́ͩ̊̌̆̋̓͜͝ ̴̴̛̋̊̐͑́̊̐́́͡G̒̋ͦͥ̊̏͛ͦ̍̅ͬ͏̢͘͟͟o̴͐̑̾̒̅̕͠d̶̷͛̓̉ͮ͆̓̐̌̐ͧͩ̀̇͗ͫ̎̀͟͡d̆ͩ́ͫ̊̎̈́ͬ̂̂͝eͬ̍̉͗ͭͫ̈́̍͊ͥ̚͟͏ş̷̛͂͌ͪ̄̅ͭͥ̆́̂͒ͣ͐̐͆̅͆͛̇͜ṥ̴͒͑̐̕͢ ̷͌ͨ͂̔͂ͪͦ̏ͮ͛ͬ̓ͦ̏̆ͫ̒̉ͪ͝i͐ͮ̃̈́͑ͪͦ̒̈͏͏̕n̛ͥ͊ͮ̇̑͐̚҉̴̕ ̴̾̀͒͂̔ͪ̂ͨ̊͋͘͜͏ḧͤ̓̌ͪ͐͐͛̄͒ͯ̿̎̐͏͟͜͜ę̴̶͌̏̒̓ͮ̽̾̽͛ͧ̓̔͋̚r̴̅̽̓̇̕͏҉ ͭ̽ͤ̓̀̒̽̅̋̈͑̃̀̍ͩ͡s̷̐̆͋̈̑͋̏̃ͦ͠t̃̒̓̍̍ͭ̌͜e̍͆ͯ͑̈́ͪͯ͒̽ͫ͌ͥ͌̈ͦ̅̚͠҉̨p̧̨͆̈́͆͐̊͐͗̏̐̉ͯ̑͆̃̓͟͟.̶̨ͥ̃̈́̽͋ͣͥ͐́̄̀ͩ̂̋ͧ̅́̚̚

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

t͆̈̇ͮ͐͋ͦ̈ͤ̕͘҉̘̝̝̹̞̥͕́͝h̒ͮͣͫ̓̔́͊ͨ̇͗͒ͥ̚͜͢͞҉̣͍̞̺̗̹̟̦͎̙͚̼̮̰̼̩ȇ̴̘̞͔̤͈̙͍̝̯̟̌̀͆̀ ̸̰̪̟̗̣ͣͮ̈͋ͧͪ̃̋̈́̆ͤ̎̊ͨ́́̚g̷̢͓͉̻̦̮̙̦ͪͧ͐̔̿ͮ̾͊͗̈̃̾͑͑̚̚o̡ͮͭ͋ͧ̿͂̄̈͒̂̄̾̓ͤ͡͏̲̪̖̺̝̬̯͔d̑̃͒̔͋̂ͫ̐̌̽̉̇̚̚̚͏̶̧͍͎̮̹̝͕͇͍̳̝͡ͅd̵̴̛̞̖͇͕͚̰̳͐̒̇͐ͭ̌͊̀ͨ̈́̄̾ͤ͜͢ě̸͕̣̬̱̺̙͖͕̘͓̐ͫ̎͑ͬ́ͬͭ̋͢s̴̢̧͙̩̘̥̝̭̻̭͖̲͍̱̤̜̗̠͉͉̀͆̒ͤͅş̵̪̖̦̞͕͓̭͙͇̖̪̮͕̠͉̈́̅̓̐͗̏͌̒̅͆͌͢͝͝ͅ ̶̢̗̣̤̬̼̖̭͔̳̺̠̱̞̗̙͉̖̎͂͗̇ͣ̿ͩͫ̉͛̈́ͪ̿̓͝c̵͕̭̮͓͓͚͖͍̟̹̗̥̩̰͍̭͂̔ͬ̽̐ͧͭ̔̔̓́͘͟͠â̫͕̦̼͍͍̩̹̫͎̖͚̳̳̦̗ͧ͐ͭ̉ͪ̃́͛́ͪͮ̑̇̿̀̕͜n̿ͥ̈ͩ͢͡҉̧̣̙̹̪̼͇̗̺̼̭͎̮͞ ̶̧̇̃͛͑̃ͥ̐̌ͧͮ͊̔ͮͣ̊ͬͭ҉̖̲̬̰̘̩̤̤̖̠͎b̡̛̿̍̊̍ͤ̐͆ͨͬͫ̌͗̿҉͕̫̹͉̙̩̦̘̣̫͔̞̝̫͠e̎̉̃̊͊ͪ̓̈́̊̈̊̒̿̓͟҉͢҉͚̪̮̩̞̥ ́̀̒ͭ́͂͠҉̧̹͙̳̳͈̺̼͈̜r̡̾̄̈́͊̂̀̕͠͏̦̯͇̙̯̠̼̰̹̫͈͍̙̫͖̣̤e̴̓̓ͯ́̽̄̓ͩ̌͗͂̂͆̅ͬͧ҉̡̞̺̜͕́c̸̛̫͔͚̺̤͉̘̟͙̹̰̣̊̎ͤͫo̷̦̙̹̮̤̺̻̞̮̣̼͍̼̬͖̺͇ͧ̑͆ͩ̓̽ͦ̀͛ͥ̈́ͬͦ̑̽̄̏́͞g̛͉̘̱̯͈̟͉̤̜̖͔̤̠̗̠͈̩̊̈́͒ͥ̂́ͦ̊̿̆ͩ͗̄͂ͪͥ̐̂͠nͩ̏ͬ̋̎͑̑͑̋̏́ͫ̉̔͒̃̚҉̸͞͡҉̱̭̪̝̪̬̗̯͉̩͉͕̳i̎̌̇ͪ̄͌̇ͭ͗̊͗ͧ͌̌͏̵̻͖̞̯͍̗̤̥̩͜͞z̴̖̙̻̱̭̰̺̰͙̤͚̤̗̤͌ͦ̉̑̃̓̉̊͂͊̊ͭ̉ͭ̄̓ͦ̇̀͡ę̸̫̭̬̙̈́͆͗͊̈͆́̉̅̄͑̂̓̇̈ͬͧ͗̚̕d̴̴̷͇̙̟̠͍̫̮͚͎̦̲̬̣͔͑ͥ̀̌̅ͅ ̵̸̸̯̞͙̯̝͉̗̫̲̫̹͇̜̻̰̻͍̎̔̽̿̊ͯ̿͋͢i̾͗̐̍́̓͑̀̚̚͡͞҉̖͔̤̬̫ǹͯ̐̈́͏̻̪͉̥͈̗̖̦ ̴̴̩̳̼̲̱̻̙̲̖͓̣̲̲͓͍̼̺̙͖̒ͫ̏̂ͮ̽́ͩh̵͕̞͉̲̼͖̼̓͌ͤ̍̎ͩ͊ͣͧͯͨ̆͢ẻ̷̸̵͓͔͙͔̘̪̞̹̙̫͎̭͇͚̪̮̯͛̾̉̄̿ͦͮ́̿̿̚͘͜ṙ̸̓͊ͤͪ̏͆ͮͣ͋ͬ̍̃̍̈́̌͏̧͍̪̺͓͈͓̭͈͇̹̼͉͞ ̝̲̤̗̼̲͇ͫ̈́ͦͮͬͯ̄̈́s̢͂̌͒̅̈́ͫ̔͑ͤ̅ͫ̍̓́͟҉̫̭͍̯̜̙͚̪̻̳̖͢t̊̒ͪͯͥ͂̾̈ͨ̃ͭͮ͂͆ͤͧ͂͏̢̯̯͕̦͍̩̯̮̭͔̟̱̹̦̘̗̟ę̸̡̞̪̺̻̩͎̖̤̃̌̔͋̇̊̆͊͆͗̉͂p̧̛̱̝̗͚͈̗̺͕̥̜̩͎͈̝̗͔̳̊͌̐̉ͨ̑̆ͮ̃ͤ̓̉ͥͧ͗ͮ̅͝͠͠ͅ

 

 

 

 

 

 

t̡̛̘̦̟̠̥̹̰̠͔͎̭̹̫̦̣̐̓͂̽͟ͅą̸̟̹̫̥̘̖͖̞͎̼͖͍͊́ͮͭ̏̓̎͋͐ͪ̓ͯͥͦ̊͐͂͛t̵̷̨̪͈̮̖͓͈̆͋̏͊̄́̽̈̀͛͌͢t̸̶̙̦̳͉̩̜̗͍̜͎̰̦̩̼̙ͯ̑̍̊̃̎ͪe̢̛̛̛̟̘̱͔̭̤͖̼̙̟̰͙̻̙̭̟̫̗̙ͮͦ̅́̽̚d̡͈̰̯̟̩͒̆̆͒͑ͩͣ͑͊̔͊̑̆͗ͬ̄̓̆̀̚͟͠ ̵̵̵̣̳̮̦̥̭̦ͥͦ̇ͦ̾̏̏͘ç̵̠̣͚̩̑ͣ̓̎͊ͨ̍ͫ͒̌̒̐͒͊̓ͨ̇͒̄͘iͨ̈́ͪ͛҉̪̤̝͉̼̹͇̰̼͖̩̰̺̹̕ͅr̷̸̴̢̧̘̙͚͕̹̦̬̥͎͔̗̣̯̭̝̪͒͗̽̾ͫ͌ͥ̑ͬ̔ͥ̉̈̐ċ̸̛̖̪̥̝̱̟̠̼̰̖͍̗̬̬̼͕̍ͩ̿̌͊̆ͣ̇ͪͥ̑ͣ̎̕͟͜ā̶̧͎͙̤̜͚͓̝̘̘͇͇̦̞̪̝̪̋̒̎́ͤͬ͂̎̊̑͆͑̆ ̳͔̼̲̰̬͓̰͈̝͚̘̩̳͕̰̯͎̂̐̇̓͂ͭ̌̄̎̒͛̇ͩ́̕l̷̢̨̖͖̩̼̝̰̗̠̤̜̹̩̤̖̖͕͎ͧ͐ͮ̂̍͂̂̋̋́ͦ̆͒́̚͘ͅi̹̰̫̞͇̼̺͍̳̰̱͓̞͖̠̭͔̟̠̿̓́́̂͋ͤ̃ͩ̿ͩ̓ͮ̓͆͑ͭ̈́̚͘͢͟͞o͓͔̟̖̘̥̟̼̙̠͚͙̝͕̫͔̭̫̓̽̍͗͡n̷͖̩̘̺̙͙̠͔̼ͤ̓ͮ͋̏͞͡͞ͅͅe̸͇̳̰̦̦̯̓ͥ͑͗̑̒̿̏ͫͥͫ̏̓ͬ̍̿̂̅͢͞͠͠s̼͈̙̟͉̠̳̬͈͎ͯ͊̃̋̅̈̽͛̓̾́̊̉̿̍̈́̊͘͘̕ͅs̡̯͎̠͇̳͓̱̯ͣ́̎͛͗̿͂͑̀ͤ̉̃̊ͤ̊̊ͨ̍̀ ̞̱͕̗̪̥͇̭̞͈ͮͥ̆̄͛̄̀̍͜͞n̻̣̝͔̠̞ͬ̽ͮ̂͗͐͢͠͠͞a̷̢̢̪͎͚̤̙ͩ́̇͘v̈́̇ͧ̓̽̊̽̈̿̓͌ͧ͛ͬ̊̒̏̂̚͟҉̧̫̺̟͕̲̻̺̗̝̼̯̰́ͅe̷̺̥͈͕̣̠̘̖͙̪̩̊͛̾̀́̾̏͋͒̈́̐̚͜ͅl̶̦͉̻̫̝̝͖͇̦̪͉̑ͤ̎̈́ͦ̔ͥͮ̍ͨ̅̈̉͛̑ͨ̆̌̕ ̸̄̾̒̌͑̇̊͆̇ͯ̾̐ͭ́͠҉͖͈̜̪̭͈͍͙̠̣̮̞͙̲ģ̸̶͚̥̜͈̬̼̦̔̆̆̉͝r̵̨̧͖̥̟̜͔͖͔̟̫̺̤̄ͮͧ͐ͯ̎͋ͦ͒ͬ͋̐̓ͥͪ̚͞ā̏͂ͭ̌̆͂̐͐̉̽̽͒̚͏̵̷̙̗̹̖̩̘͔̼̩z̨̛̙̲̝͍͔͓͊ͬ́ͮ͛ͥͦ̎ͧͦ̎̐̈́̇̀͒̋ͥ͟i̸̸̧̲̫̤̖̟̤͓͓ͨ̔̒̅ͭ̊̇ͫ̆̇̊̾͞n̵ͥ̄̓̂̾ͩͩ́̐ͩ̎͒ͤͨͬ̐̚͘͏̥̥̳̠̜̙͖̟͎̞͓͍̫̻̠̭͘ͅģ̵̣͈͓̳̙̾̎̅̆̊ͥ̿ͦ̿͌ͯ̆̓ͮͥ̒̈́ͥ̀͞ ͍͍̟̬͈̤͍̟̺͈͔̝͓̪ͤͧ̿ͫ̉͡͡ĺ̙͈̟̮̬̼̻̭͎̼̺̹̮͋͑ͩ̑͗͌ͦ̒ͪͬ͡͠a̢̟̗̖̦͓̪͕̺̟̳͓̦̩̬̥͑̄ͥ̂̄̂ͥͥ̂̾̓̄ͧͤ̅̋ͨ̚n̶̷̸̲͉͈̬̩̼̘̳̳͉̥͇̄͗̑̅ͣ͛̊ͣ͑̓̚͘̕ͅd̢̟̪̟̰̬̯ͬ͌́͋̒̔̽ͭ̿̎ͯͬ͌͒ͬ̋͡ͅsͥͬ̔ͭ͂̌̉̀̋̓́̃ͫͣ̔͘͏̢҉̼̰̮̹̤̣̜͎̘̥͇̺̲͔̳̝c͍̲̦͔͇͖̙͚̝̹̫̮̱͖̝̤̠ͩͥ͑ͥ̅ͩ̈͊̔ͬ̑ͬ̇ͬ̎͊͂̅͆́͘͝a͗̄̀͊͋̉ͫͣͣ͊ͫ̉͛̋̈ͪ҉͝҉͎̺͔̖̝̝̦͕̗͍̟̹͕p̢̛̛̫̭̘̮̭̼͔̝͇͙̬̝̘̱̳̻͔ͫ͆ͯͤͪ̀͊̄̄̓̚ͅe̴̠̦͇͔ͯ̍ͥͩͭ͒ͫͤ͌̍͒ͦ̿ͫ̚͡ ̴͈̘̜̙̞̘̮̭̜͚̏͛ͯ̅͐̇͆ͣͧ̒̉ͫ́̀Ì̸͂͛ͫ͐ͥͨ̃͗̎̀̓̀ͧͯ̃͡͞҉͉̩͍͈͕͔̝̙̪̞͓̗̤͈̞̻ ̛̗̗͕̙͚̩̲̥͖͙̤̮̬̮͕̣̲̞͇̓ͧ̇͜͝͝ṃ̘̬̖̫̠͔͓̑ͣ̐͐́́̏̕͞é̍̇̋̾ͨ̔͂ͨ̃̉͏̧̗̥̟͈̜͎̩̕a̧̿̌͌̔͐̋̔̊͛͋͗̓̔̌̋ͫͧ̉̍҉̸̛͙̺̩͓͔͇̝͓̼̳͞n͈̰̤̙̯̦̰̱̠̯̱͖̪͚̼̣̟̍̒͐͆͌͒͐͗͊̾̀̕͡ ̶̷̡̢͚̦̰̝͗̽̽̈͐͡f̛̙̦̭̮̩̤̙͍̖̞̳̞̄̎̽͌̊̑̒̂ͭ̐̃͌͘ͅo͋ͯ̀̿̾̄͋҉͇͇͉̯͇̀̕n̴̵̺̫̟̼̼̱͐̈́͋ͭ́̄̋͌ͧ͗͆͌̃̃́͘͢ȩ̶̹̬̫̭͇̥͉͓̠͓͎̺̠̰̟̯̥̩̲̽̉̓ͪ̓ͥͮͯͧͥy̷̘̬̮̼̹͎̩͇̟͓͔̥͊̈̈́̌̿͋̍͒̾ͬ̄̂͒͒́̀̚͘͢ ̴̝̝̮̻̯͍͖̩͉̿̒̿ͪͫͦ̎r̸ͫ̇̒ͭ̍͐̒̿̃ͮ͑͏̳̗̝ͅư̸̰̜̜̩̥̰̻͓̦͙̤̦̠͕̹̣̺̮̊̍̌͋̍ͭ̈ͩͨ͋ͫ̆͂̋ͤ̈͗́́͡ḋ̡̖͍̞̯̯̤̣̖̱͈̞͓̜͋̈̌ͧ͛ͧ̓̏͌̆͆̍̏̇́̌̆̕̕͢͢d͇̣͔͍̟̹͉̭͒̎̋̆͂̒̍ͨͨ̇ͧͬͥͮ̍̾͢͢ę͚̞̮̰͓̜̻̯̬̠̹͈̺̊͗̽͌ͣ̓ͥ̐̈́ͫ͗ͮ̀ͨͧ̆̀͢͡ͅr̢̠̰͍̜̥̣̤͕̰̅̓̽́ͤͯͫ͐́́͗̽ͨ̽͘h̶̢͍̳̻̪͚̼͓̞̪͓͚͌ͪͥ̓̊ͩ͂̂͑ͬͨ̑͊̿͢͟e̢̠͉͖̜̐̔̒́ͮ̉̓̌̾a̧̭̰̟͉̙͕̺̬̱̣̰͇ͧ́̅ͯͩ̂ͬ̃ͮ̇ͮ̄͛͛͜͞d̢͉̤̞̞̱̩͎̮̱̑ͤ̍̽̂͋͆ͧ͌͌͂̀́͟͞͡ş̨̟͙͕͕̪̟͉͉̲͙̗͔͆̇͛͑ͯ̆ͧ̐̐̋̚͞ 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̢̢̰̱̜̲̳͈͎̱̯̼̻͒̊̎̒ͭ̔ͪͧ͒ͤ̚͠͝ḩ͚̳̠̳̟̭̭͆̔͗͋̈̆̀ͦͬ͠a͊̿̊̅͊͢͡͏̭̯̻̰͈̱͜͠ͅŗ̷̻͙̺̪̪̟̼͙͎̺̪̙̘̦̔̿ͫ̈́͜d̸̓ͧ͋ͦ̅ͯ͑̋͏̙̟̠͉́e̷̘͖͇̲͙͖̜ͤ̐́̈̅ͬ̽͊̄ͤͫͦ́̚͘n̡̨̼̳̫̔̃̿̒̎͊̌̚ ̶̞̙͙̤̈̔̒ͮ̎̇̓ͨ̿͆ͫ͒͒͒̿̾ͦ̚͜͡ḙ̡̼̬̯̯̱̪͈̜̳̟͚͊̈́ͬ̓̂̓̉ͥ̈ͭ͋̚͝ͅm̶̡̻̩͈̪͕̟̫̺̺͙̳̮̥͈ͪͪ͛̅̍̽͑̔͑͋̃̀͜ͅp̷̸͉̞̖̬̜̘̱̻͖̫̣̙̏͛̆̐̅ͧ̎̒̐͌̑̀́́͠oͤ̓ͭ̓̿ͮ̌ͤ͆ͧ̉ͧ̚̕͢͏̧̘͙̤͇͔̘̳͚͜i̷̎̌̔̌͘͏͎͕̮̯̫̰̲͍̬͔̫̻̟̀͜s̡̑ͨ͛ͮ̃̾̑̃̑̚͜͠͝͏͚̜̫̞͍̰̗̪̞͚o̠̹̥̭͉̜͖̲̙̬̝̤̞̯ͣ̎ͬ͛̅̕͢n̸̢̧̯̪͈͖̬̮̂̏́̐ͯ̎̑ͯͦ͐̐ͫͫ̀͐̊͞i̶̡͊͂͐́͋͒̉̍̀͛ͦ̏̓̑͏̥̝̘̭͓̪̹̻̻͖͍̟̣̟͟͝n̷̘͇̺̟̬̲̖̜̗̝̫͉͈̝̫̬ͨ̂̀̿͊̒͛̊ͤ̓ͬ̽̔̒̓̆͡g̸̷̷̢̫̺̙̞̻̤͕̮̠̋̎̑̅̉͑̏̌ͅ ̴̡̡̖̠̖̪͈̰̱͑̎̃͒̈́ͨ̌̈͊ͬ̂̅͂̌ͪͨ̍̂́s͖̹̻̲̻̙͓̹͇̣̙͇̤̫̍̈͂̿ͧ͊ͩ̆ͤͮ̄̕à͍̤̘ͥ̾ͮͩ͆̈́ͧ̾̓́̀̚̕͞y̨ͯͭ̂͛͒͆̓̓҉҉͇͉͖̠̪̲̞̯̗͍̕ ̡̹̘̳̻̗̦͍̘͎̖̰ͬ̓̎ͭͨ̚̕t̶̛̞̣͎̖̙͖͙̦̲̯̝̪͕͙̭̞̑̾ͯ̚͢͠͝h͙̯̪̲̜̮̪̠̦̺̟͓̥̩̠͚̪̒ͩͤ̈̄́̉͛̃̃͂̆͌̆̀͛͂ͯͫ͡e̴̛̙̺̱̯͚̤̻̗̩͓̬͎̦͉͎ͫ̿̎ͨͅ ̡̛̦̪̣͖̓͗̍ͣ͂͡ͅͅu̶̴̧͔̭̣̥̙̥̹̭̖͉͇͚͔̻̫̲̭̟̩ͥ͒͛̀ͧͧͩ̉̿̀s͒ͣ̈́͊̍̃͐̉͘͟͏̷̠̣͙̫͉͔̦̝͓̳̳̤͖̘̦ ̢̖͔̥̦͔̐̏ͩ͑͐̾̎ͫ̎̈ͯ̽͒͑̌̆́̕f̵̡͚͈͇̹͎͚̳͖̼̖̄̄̐̿͊̊́ͪͦ͛͜͝r̷̜̘̠̮̗̟̖̺̦͔̳̝̈̇̽̐͐͆͑͆͛̈́̔̀̀́͢ó̴̶̷͙̭̜̱̘̩̩͚͖̻̩͎̓ͩ͒̌̇͛ͩ̾̒ͭ̆̀̓ͭͨ͋͛̉̀ͅm̢̛͇̳͓̩̂ͯ͊̓ͬ͞ ͎̪̳̯̗̩̳͎̦̪̬̩̱͚̜͍̖ͤ͋͋ͧ̐͌̊̓̉̀f̡̪̰̰̗͔̼̳͆ͮ̂͛̍ͧͦ̒ͭ͐̎̄̽̀͡u̸̧̳̳̲̳̺̱̮͇̎̓̊̌͗ͭ̏̐̐̃́̊͘͝ͅr̶̯̭̱̹͚̺͓̻͚̜͆͐̅ͭ͛̈ͪ̋̍͌ͧ̑̾̇̑̓̈́͢r̩̠̗̯̣̟̫̩̦̝̜̒͛̎̇ͤ̈́̊ͥ̋̾͂̉̚̚͘͞e̡̘̮͙̼̝̙̦͖̥̋́̀̿͗͂̋͐̌ͧ̓́́̕͡d̢̊̑ͩ͑ͯ́͑͋̑̒̔͆̔̍҉̡̛͈̦̣͉̬͈̰̱̙̮͘ ̷̸̨͙̪̬͖̖ͣ̽̔ͤ̔̀̄ͯ̔͑̓͋̕s̴̴̘̣̬̞̲̼̳̯͓͋ͤͤ̆̀ͮ͊͜ḩ̶̡̺̩̬̬̫̲̾̆ͤ̒̔̌̈͘͠ę̡̻̜̥̩͓̹̳͚͕͉̣͈ͪ͑̃͌ͨͬͦ̀͟l̤̜̞̳̙͓̹̠̠͚̫̪̪̥ͩ͆̈́ͪ͒̔́͊̇ͮ̇̌̀̐͑͌ͫ͂́͝t̤̯̼͇͈̲̪̬͎̹͎͓̤̣͔̆̄ͤ͒̀e̜̻̫͎͕̲͍͖̟͉ͣ̃̊ͥͧͥͭ͛̑͗̈͗ͪͨ̀̚͡r̡̮͍̣̭̮͔̮͔̤̝ͭ͋͑ͬ̿̽̓ͫ̏̎̆̓̅̔ͭ͌̀͢͝ ̸̨̱̗̫̱̮͇͖ͥ̏̔͋ͩ͂͒̄̑̐͐̐ͧ̚͘ͅf̖̫̝̖̱̘͈̝̱̙̹̤͛̈́ͭ̑͌̒̒̑͠͠ř̛̛̩̪͉̮̞̟̘̯͕ͬ̎̿͌̑̓ͤ͌ͮ́ͮ̀ͥͅo̸̙̗̭͍̞̭̗̖̥̱̘̪̎̔ͣ͞͞͞m̵̧̧̛̪̣̝̰̱̠͍̖̜̫̣̱͚̩̟̭̦͍ͫ̏́̀̽̈́̚͝ͅ ̸͙̼̯̫͖͙̟̱͎͈̜͔̱̭̤ͨ͂ͦ̈́̉͗̏̀̚͟l̵̓̊̄̅̓͋̄ͧ͌̓͐̐͂ͯ͂ͬ͑̀̚̕͡҉̯̜̦̘̫̦̟̼̩̼̠̻̻̥̻a̸͙̺͚̯̤͉̳͉̗͓̯̟̝͇̦̭̬̜̹ͦ̇ͧ͊̍͌̆ͪ͂͛͝t̷̸̨̛̖̰̟͇͙ͭ̐̀ͮͪh̶̛͕̠̹̥̱̪͈̮̤̠̖̞̰̠̬͍͛ͨ̓̉̓ͥ̍̈̈́̈́̍̿͠ͅį̷̛̱̦̻͎̻̺̱̤̮̪̇̔ͮ̑́͒̚͞͝ͅé̸͆ͨͤ̌͆ͬ̔̀ͣͨ҉͚̦̹̣̭̯̜̟̙͓̀͞ṙ̸͔͍̙͍̫͓͋̅̿ͮ͛̉͂̃ͧ́ͨͧ̓̚ ̵ͪ̓͊͊̎̋͒ͬ͆͊̀̊̓ͭ̉ͬ͏̖̯͖͖͕̻̜̭͝v̸̨̨͕̯̘͚̤͎͉̘̭͚͕̤̌̊ͭͫͨͤͭ̂ͮͦͬ͆͑͌̏ͭͬͯͅa̫̼͎͉̤̤̝͈͕̠̣̮̮͍̪̱̱͕̲ͦͩ́͒̓ͯ̉̋͐ͤ͘l̵̢̪̥̭͎̼͚̱̫͛̏ͤͦ̀̚͢ͅo̡̅̓ͤ̍͊̑̽ͭͭ҉̤̣̻̙͙̮̱͙̟r̊͊͒̃̑͆́̚͏͓̮̺̞̼̫̲̰̻̫͍̞i̸͎̖͈̪̙͙̝̣̻͖̯̩̙̺̰̽͒̾̎͑ͫͦ̎̐̈ͮͫ̀́̀s̢̙̹̹̳͉͛͑̎ͩ̆̎̎ͬ͂ͯͯ̎̑̿͘͝͝i̴̵̺̪̮̞̦͍̙͕̼͈͓̒̇̓ͩͥͮ̓͛͋͂̋̄̍̂̍̚̕͠n̶̯̤̝̭̜̹̣̲̫͓̝̫̦͖̝ͧ̈́͋̾̓͐̎̅͒͊̑̏g̡̼̰̬̼̦̻͓͎͕ͦͦ̈̔ͩ͋̈́ͩͪ̑̌̊͒̚̚ͅ ͉̹͍̺̏̊̓̈́͛ͭ͊̃͒̇̓͐ͯͦͣ̄̓͋̂͟ģ̣̰̯̘̥̱͍̫̠͇̌̄͂̅̆ͣ́͝ŕ̈́͒̈́ͥ̽̍̿̃ͧ̑̏̎̏҉̨̝̞̣̺̥̲͙̱͍͇͎͍͔̩̖͙͙́u͛ͩͣ͊ͪ͒͆ͫ͒̏͑̿̑ͣ͏̴̮̺̜̮͕̺̯̩̝͇̘̻͍͙͈̕͞ñ̸̸̦̠̝̗͚̼̱̎̐̂̀ͭ͟g̨̔̂͋̃ͥͨ̚͏͍̯̯̣͖̩͎̘͘͟͢e̸͙̟̦̱͓̘͗͛̀ͣͬ̚͟ ͤ́̋̍͑̿̔̊̋ͧ̇̔̽҉̝͕̘͙͟͠w̙̘̭̘͙̬͈̠̞̭̺̪̤̭͍̯̽̀̋̒̈́͛͝͝o̷̡͇͖̖̺̫͇͔̮̹͉̠̟̟̗̱̼͖̝̓ͧ̑͑ͪ͑ͣ̂̆̆̂̃̿̉̀̆͌ͫ͜͟ͅu̸̴̠̹͇̙̘̱̪̦̫͚̙͔ͣͤͩͩ̚l̴̨̹̰͈̻̱̃̆̍̉̒̈́ͫͤ́̀͠dͯ͋ͭ̿̂҉̫̭͖͖͇̩́͝͝ ͚̠̰̬̦̤̥̠̼͉̗̦̦̭̖ͭ̃͛̃ͥ͆ͪͩ̿ͤ̄͑ͩ̋͛͂ͯ̀͒͜ͅͅͅB̢̛͔̲̭͕̮̮̭̰ͫͨ̏̄̾ͪ͐͌̒ͥ́͠͠͠ȕ͒ͪ͌ͩͯ̈̉̈ͤ̊͛̑̌̽̿ͭͦ̓͏̵̛̛̲̱̳̖͍̝̞̟͎̣̜͖̘͓̻̰̻͜ͅr̷̜͚̥͎̪͇̻̗̮͉͙̺̘̠̭ͤ̂ͨ̊̉̌͛̿̔ͬ̆͘͟n̑ͭͧͬͪ͟͝҉̷̘̘̯̬̗̱̯̱̝̲̞̤̭͍̦̮͘ͅ ̷̋̉ͯ̔̈̾̍ͨ̅͐̏̎̚͏̰͓̻̜͔̝̦̰̲̰͉̦̙̭̲h̸̶̲̩̪̦̭̻̗̮̠̲̰̍̾͆͗a̷̧̹͙̟͉̰͚̤̞̟̓ͣ̐͆̋̆̐ͧ̽͡͡͠v̴̰̘̯͎̤͈͈̰̖̻̦͔̞̞̦̤̇̾̽ͮ̎ͣ̕͜͟ȩ̤̹̺͇̼̩͙̠̩͙̞͍͔̥͓̤̻̞̒̓ͭͨͦ̓̌̓ͣͤ́͟͢ͅ ͂̿ͩ͂ͦ̎̎ͦ̌͗̽̑͂ͥͤͤ̒̚҉͏̬̰̫̹̀͢u͋ͣ̽̊͆̓ͮ͒ͩͫ͆҉̦̤̤̹̩̠̫̮̠̘͕͈s͗̋̓̽̒ͧͯͮ̎͆ͨ́̕͞͝҉̮̜̲͔̘̰̰͈͖

 

 

 

 

 

 

̙͈̬͎̹͚̱͓̼͇̱̗̪̘̌̂̃̆ͯͮ̊͟͝ͅẗ̲̙͈̹͕̺͉̝̬̰͚͓̹̝͚̟͚̓ͩ̃́ͅr̨̧̛͚̠̮̯̫͎͚̙̠̭̖̲̝̺̱͗ͩͬͥ̋̓̓͛̀͗ͪͮ̇ͩ̈́̈̇ͭͭa̹͓͇̬̥͚̰̩͎̬͚͎͚̲͂̀̑̑ͯ͐̿ͥ̆̋́́̚͟͝n̴̳̺͚͎̪͑ͦ͋ͫ͌ͩͭ́ͤ̏͆̅̌̑̈́̀̚̕͟͠ş̶̺̺̮̦̯̘̺ͫ̓̈́̊̈́̌̌ͧ́̚̚ͅf͈̫͙̳͍̘͎̤̜̠̤͙̖̳͂̅̓̾ͫ͒ͭ̊͢͟ͅơ̵͖͚̞̟͈̞̳̲͔͍̮͂̓̆͒ͧ̔́̆͡r̡͍͚̮͇̞̫̙̼̘̥̼̖̮͓̤͍̈́͗̄ͥ̉̀̂͑̑̅͛̍̋̀͡͞m̶͔͔̦̘̘͖̖͎̖̖̙̠̲̜̰͓͔͎̈́̋̊̓̀ͮ̍ͮ̔̾̏̉ͫͩ́̚ã̛͉̩̦͍͈̝͕̺̖͋ͮͬ̎ͫ̿̃̊t̺̗̠͎͈̰͕̼̻̬͙͍͎̞̩̟̂ͧͭ͑ͮͣ͗ͯ̅͐̌͑̽͛̆͜͡į̵̵̦͈̜̲̤̬̪̮̻̳̘͑̾͊ͨ͑̊͞oͬ̔͛ͮ̒̓̈́̍̎ͯ̏̇̒͘͢͜͢͏̤̲̻̝̭̘n̷̢͔͍̺͖͈̥̤̠̙͈ͭͥ̔̌̒̀̃́̎ͨ̿̏̚̕͝ ̴̛̠͈͚̹̈́͌̽ͯͩ͢͡ą̴̶͖͈̗̝̯̠̗̠̗̻͔̦͊͐̀̄ͤͧ̀̇ͪ́̚b͛͗ͪ̌ͮ̿ͥ̄͘͜҉̟̙͎̱̦͍̫͎̱͇̗͟s̶̝͓̜̦̮̲̭̙̦̳̞̝̦̦͉̪̪̾͌̿͆̊͒̓̆̊ͪ͛͋̉ͭ̿̒̚̕͢ͅọ̡̡̪͎̪̊̈́̄̓̌̏̓ͮ̇ͦ͛ͪ̔ͤͪͦ́̚͘ͅͅr̃̾̉̚͏̶͉̥̩̖͓̳̹̭͎̞͔̮̪͜͞ͅp̸̵̸̥͈̱̘̲̖̻͔̖̪̱̳͈̥̌̄͆̔͊ͩt̡ͮ̌͐̉ͯ̃͑̏̿ͨ͊͛͐̃̌͛̀̚͘̕҉̤̦̰͉̱i̗̳̝̦͕̲͍͋̿ͮͨ̄̐̈͛́͟ͅo͒͆̐̓̆̈́͒̌̂͐́͜͏̘̺̘̣̦͈̗̠͕̱̺̗̣n̵͖̼͇̜̘͎̤̥̣͈̜̫͎̻̭̗͊̐͌ͥ̑͒̀ ̧͎̤̯͙̜͓͎̦͚̟̒ͤ̂̀͑̆̐̊͌̓͒̊ͦ̃̏ͭ́̚͘ͅk̈̑ͫ͂̌ͯ͒̚҉͚̟̞̲͎̘̫̩̦̺̤͎̺͍į̧͈̰̣̳͓͓͉͓̠͕̹͓̣͉̜͉́̈ͤ͑ͨ̓̊̇ͣ̚͝ͅņ̾ͦ̂̂͏̨̜͉͔̩͎͇̱̜̭̪̖̠̲̝̥͜͝ͅͅg̢̪̟̲̪̼̹̙̦̬̰̹̻̠͖̦̟ͮͫͯ̏ͣ̅ͯ̽ͪͫ͠d̶̛̥̖͉̙̺̺̣̽͗͂ͬͭͬ̑̇͂̔ô̯̰̝̟̹̥̤̝̮̪̖͎̪̣̝̝̯̈́͑ͤ̓̎͑ͪ͘͜͠͞m̴̈́͒͑̊̄͒͑͗͐ͬ̇͗̀͝͏̷͍̲̳̩̥͈͎͈̝̖̼s̨̙͎͉̩͇͈̔ͤͯ̉ͣ͒̊͒͋ͧ̽͗ͮ͑̓̈́ͮ̚ ̵̨̢͉̖͍̻̦͚͍̭̥̞̖͚̋̏ͮ̋ͨͪͭ̅ͣ̎̒̀̎̃ͬ̾̈́̊͜͠b̷̰̥̣̬ͣ̑͐̐ͧ̓͐̉͂̓̒͆ͤ̒̇̐ͦͪ̚͝o̸̧̢͈̯̪̣̬̐͌̏͛ͬ̒ͤ͆͆̑̓̆̃̎̓ͬ̒͘͞x̙̝͙̞͕͔͚͓̰ͫ̎̌̊͌̔͋̽̾ͧͮ͒ͬ͑̍͑͑̀͝͡ ̐̔̇ͩͣͨ̊̈́̈̾̒ͨ̋ͤ̅̎ͣ͜͡҉̴̰̻̘̀ǩ̵ͤ͌̿̋̔̀ͥͧ́̀ͪ̌̈̉̐͌̓҉̨̰̖̟̱͙̦̩̬̪̹͔́̀ͅa̧̨̞̣̲͍̺̪̼͖̳̮͔͇͔̪͕̖̗̋ͬ̆́͜͡t̸̢̧̞̝̱̦̼̩͍̉̉ͣͥ͌͊͂̈́ͬ̇̈̋͒̚̚̚a̢̨͙͓̗̤̜̥̼̙͔̲̓ͤ̏̅̅̍̍̈͐ͪͬ̉͘͜͝b̛̭͉͍̗̰ͣͦ̀̒͋̉͛͛͘͟ȁͯͪ̈́͐̒ͮͣͬ͋̅̄͆̄̿̿ͮͤ҉̸̟̯̜̲͝s̶̛̭̳̰̞̤ͪ̔ͧ͋ͥ̀͒͌̾̎̿ͨͯ̾͛̍̀̚͜͠ͅȩ̥̝̭͎̏̅ͬ̒͝š̛̩̳̘̺̘̺̲͎̘͍͇̥̟ͣ̆ͧͧͧͤͨ̉̌̆̆ͧ̀͞ ̢̧̢̛͉̣̝̥͚̥͉̘̯̩̜͗̎̊ͧ̌ͪ̆͜Ǫ̤̙̻̠̘̜͎̟͋͆ͩ̐͌̅͌̈̓ͨ͗͑ͨ̔̀́͘ư̵̱͔͙̫̳̓̑ͫ̀̽ͦ͑ͭ͜ŗ̴̛͔͈̮̗͖̹̙͉ͣ͂̋̒ͧ̾͛̂̌͂̿͂́̕ ̧̛̹͉͚̤̗͋̋ͣ̉ͥ̾͐ͦ̽̊ͦṣ̵̸̛̠̺̥̝̑̓̑̊̿̒͐͂ͦͯ͗́̓̄͜ų̶̢̟͇̪̖̤̪̲͉͚͍͚̘̙̌̂̏̊̂ͨͦ͋̽̽̒̃̄ͮ̆̂̀n̢ͯͯ̒́ͣ̑̈͛̔̇̓ͫ̾̉͐ͩ͏̜̦̫̖͍̻̯̠̲̥͖̲̥̮̳̤ ̧̢̪̤̳͎̰̮̱̬̤̠̞̘̟̞̟̤ͧ̓̄̂̀̂̊̔ͥͧ̓̂ͥͦ͗f̉̒̊̾̔̒͏̬̖͉̪̙͙̦͔̮͙ͅͅá̶̴̱̖̲̯̫̝̖ͨͬͬ̀̄̓͑ͫ̿̿ͩ̄̓̍̏͐̏͐i̡ͧͧͣ̂ͭ̚͜҉̴͇̪̩̭͉̳̼̦̘̠̳ͅt̵̨͖̟̼͕̬͇̺̼̬͈̝̳͈̮̘̙͎͚̊̓̋ͣ́͂͑͆̓͋̿̏͂ͣͯ̑ͣ̚͡h̸̷̴͙̥̩̞̯̐ͫ̐ͫ̈́ͤͫ̋ͫͩ̚ ̷̡͈͖̱͖̮̬̙̮͉͔͚̙̙̝͊̽̎̅̂ͥ͐̇͑́͜

 

 

 

 

 

 

Susana Gardner lives off the coast of Rhode Island.