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Sunday, February 2, 2025

J-T Kelly : Larks, by Han VanderHart

Larks, Han VanderHart
Ohio University Press, 2025

 

 

 

 

I have long loved the songs of Appalachia and the labor songs of coal country, and one thing I love about them is that you can get a sense for the particulars of the peoples’ lives: what they wore, what they ate, what they were named.

Home, home, home. I can almost smell the honeysuckle vines.
     -Hazel Dickens

Larks is a book with a tragic narrative at its heart: an incestuous sexual assault. And yet, VanderHart begins with a slow look at the world around them and how that world—and they—came to be.

There were guineas in the pecan trees,
on the roof. Crawfish in the creek.
     -“When I Was My Grandfather's Father”

I can trace my sisters and I back to Nathaniel Starbuck and Mary Coffin
standing together in the Nantucket rain
having left the rain in England
     -“The Body is Water and the Water Has Origins”

This world is not without flaw and not without foreshadowing. There is anger in the home, the clash of poverty and ambition, the clash of religion and learning, the short lives of various animals… But there is a love for the world, too, and for the people in it, evident in the language of the poems. And this is one of the beauties of what VanderHart does. They talk of sins without giving up the love. They say, “I want an otherworldly ex- / planation for unkindness which // is the milk of this world,” (from “Larks”) but they speak of this world with ordinary words:

I grew up shopping in Walmart’s
faded glory

my mother rescued bread
designated for pigs

our milk was unpasteurized
the cream rose to the top overnight

my mother once had me grate a grape nut loaf
through a screen for breakfast cereal
     -“Artist’s Statement in a Mountain Cabin

When the narrative turns to the sin at its heart, we might expect a spiraling down and inward, a collapse into trauma and pain, a smallness. Instead—and this I think is remarkable about VanderHart’s book—as we learn more about the wrongdoing and its aftermath, the world gets bigger around us. Keats, David Lynch, Milton, Dante, Don MacLean—all make appearances.

The pines the speaker and their sister both see outside their house recall the pines Li Po leaned his grief on. The Lily Crucifix on the Isle of Wight becomes an image to hold the intergenerational suffering.

One of the mysteries of grief is that life goes on. A mystery of memory is that it goes missing, and that it comes back. VanderHart preserves much of the mystery even as the narrative becomes clearer. The mystery isn’t what happened; it is how such pain can sit among such beauty. VanderHart quotes Simone Weil to say, “It is better to say, ‘I am suffering’ than, ‘this landscape
is ugly.’” In their own words, they say,

though I will not keep chickens
that I might love the hawks
     -“Without Chickens”

Larks is also a book of poems, discrete and with each its own shape. One of my favorites is "When My Grandmother Barbara Jean Was Dying, My Mother Sat on Her Bed and Played 'House of the Rising Sun' on Her Guitar Because It Was the Only Song She Knew," which still manages to be worth reading after getting through the title. Another favorite, “Carry Your Millstone Softly,” is one of the shortest poems but certainly the sharpest.

VanderHart has written a book of poems that each play its part in holding one central subject up to the light—but also a book full of poems that stand each on their own, each carrying its own light. The fourteen page poem at the center of the book, which shares the book’s title, serves to gather in the separate lights. And what is illumined is worth spending some time contemplating.

 

 

 

 

 

J-T Kelly is an innkeeper in Indianapolis. He lives in a brick house with his wife, their six children, his two parents, and a dog. Debut poetry chapbook Like Now (CCCP/Subpress, 2023). Poems in The Denver Quarterly, Bad Lilies, and elsewhere.

Han VanderHart : Three poems



 

The Lily Crucifix (c1450)
              Godshill Parish Church, Isle of Wight

Christ crucified on
his mother’s flower.

What is with you
until the end?

The crown of thorns
still visible.

The nimbus
slim as a stamen.

A flower holds Christ there.
Something holds you here.

The full moon rising.
The warm petal of your
dog’s tongue.

The pull of the waves.
Your child’s feet in them.

The flounder your love breads
and fries, apologizes over.

The lilies, the petals green
blades around you.

Mary’s flower is the most
dramatic in death,
staining the countertop gold.

You have not brought enough
days of Lexapro.

Your head hurts from the light.

Yellow Jessamine threads
the yard’s live oaks.

 

 

Swallows
         
after Vladimir Tolman

Their feet do not touch the ground
They hover above the grass
Their arms are thrown up

Their heads bend back
Their hair rises behind
You cannot see their faces

Their dresses float in the air
What do you call a woman who lifts like a bird?
You call her a dancer

There is a moment in any leap
when the effort looks serene—
when it looks like no work at all



Bird Song Sounds Out of Tune Only to the Human Ear

in the quiet between November and December,
a white-throated sparrow sings
five long notes

~ ~ ~ ~ ~

for weeks I insist I hear an off-key bird,
stand barefoot on the porch
of my not-knowing

~ ~ ~ ~ ~

Po-or Sam Peabody, Peabody, Peabody
sings the sparrow, passerine toes
holding the pine

~ ~ ~ ~ ~

even when I did not know your name, sparrow,
I knew your song, the particular way
you break the silence

 

 

 

 

 

Han VanderHart is a queer writer living in Durham, North Carolina, under the pines. Their second poetry collection Larks, winner of the 2024 Hollis Summers Poetry Prize, is forthcoming in April 2025 from Ohio University Press. Han is also the author of What Pecan Light (Bull City Press, 2021) and has essays and poetry published in Kenyon Review, The American Poetry Review, The Rumpus, AGNI, and elsewhere. Han hosts Of Poetry Podcast and alongside Amorak Huey co-edits the poetry press River River Books.

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