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Monday, January 1, 2024

Miranda Mellis : on Unconsciousness Raising

 

 

 

 

Unconsciousness raising riffs, of course, on practices of consciousness raising which was in the air when I was growing up among feminists and activists in San Francisco in the 70s and 80s. That was my first encounter with the term. Its psychoanalytic, psychedelic, and aesthetic valences came later.

Coming of age in a space where critical consciousness around norms is the norm, where consciousness is, ostensibly, raised, where in principle one is liberated–one is among the liberators–is full of paradoxes.

Some of us, maybe most of us, learn things ‘out of order’–one encounters a method, a term, in its present usages and only later learns its roots. Certainly, if you were raised by radicals as I was, you read against the canon before you learn the canon–if you ever do. You read French and Black feminism and queer theory, not Chaucer. You read Julia Kristeva before you read Freud. You read Audre Lorde before you read Plato. You read Adrienne Rich not Ezra Pound. You read Ivan Illich and Paulo Freire before you read John Dewey or William James. You are a creature of emergent properties. You never needed to come out of any closet; you were never in one. You are a product of revolutions, of revelations, of liberations. As Hélène Cixous put it, “My desires have invented new desires . . . I write by the other light.”

So, what will your awakening consist of, you children of revolutions, demystifications, and dis-alienations? Consciousness raising inaugurates reckoning, transparency, political change. (The unconscious ‘stops not being written’ as Lacan put it.) As a teleology, consciousness raising is a fantasy of arrival, but arriving, like insight, like understanding, is temporary.

In fiction there is the notion of the epiphany–a surge of awareness. The classical idea of a reversal of fortune, and of anagnorisis–the moment of recognition–is a result, narratively, of prior distributions of unconsciousness among any number of protagonists that all contribute contingently to the revelation. In the narrative trades, the colloquial notion of ‘the reveal’ gets at this.

Psychoanalysis is described as the unconscious of two people talking to each other, trying to . . . what? Find something out. Psychoanalysis as a detective story in which ‘the reveal’ keeps–now in a Borgesian way, now in a Zen way–dissolving into and becoming something else or becoming nothing (Cf ‘Detective Nothing’). That Oedipus is the core myth of the history of psychoanalysis is telling. Not romance or comedy, but rather tragedy is the genre of self-discovery. Nothing frees us from the knowledge that is tragedy, not politics, not philosophy, not religion, not technology. Perhaps an orientation towards non-knowledge helps–what do I know?

Another dimension of this collection–its ‘eco-poetics’–concerns the tragedy of creature life under the reign of capitalism and its requirements, its highways, factory farms, fragmentations, and enclosures. Thinking about light pollution, or ‘roadkill’ in these poems I am imagining my way into the beings of those creatures who must navigate ever more dangerous and alienating traversals, and the terrible loss all beings incur because of the dominance of anthropocentrism, profiteering ontology, and geographies of the car which proliferate unchecked, despite all the liberation movements which have benefited so many of us, animal liberation remains undone. Next on the liberation agenda: half-earth socialism? In which the claim is made–one that is hard to disagree with–that without robust provisions for more-than-human life, humankind has no future.

 

 

 

 

Miranda Mellis is the author of four books of fiction including Crocosmia (Nightboat, forthcoming 2025), The Spokes, None of This Is Real, and The Revisionist. Other publications include a book of aphorisms and prose poems, Demystifications, and several chapbooks: The Revolutionary, The Quarry, Materialisms and Unconsciousness raising, which recently appeared from above/ground press. She co-authored The Instead with Emily Abendroth and was an editor at The Encyclopedia Project. Originally from San Francisco, she now lives in Olympia, Washington and teaches at Evergreen State College. http://mirandamellis.com

 

 

Wednesday, February 1, 2023

Miranda Mellis : Two poems

 

 

Ordeals

 

 

Ordeals of pleasure, ordeals of battle, ordeals of money, and ordeals of the mind

Ordeals of illness, ordeals of family, ordeals of couples, and ordeals of home

Ordeals of traffic, ordeals of disagreement, ordeals of job insecurity, ordeals of age

Ordeals of failure, ordeals of disappointment, ordeals of sensitivity, ordeals of entrapment

Ordeals of news, ordeals of empathy, ordeals of madness, and ordeals of death

Ordeals of dentistry, ordeals of cold, ordeals of heat, and ordeals of sorrow

Ordeals of therapy, ordeals of repression, ordeals of advice, and ordeals of loneliness

Ordeals of impossibility, ordeals of memory, ordeals of loss, and ordeals of fantasy

Ordeals of sleeplessness, ordeals of heartache, ordeals of triviality, and ordeals of fakery

Ordeals of inadequacy, ordeals of attention, ordeals of contagion, and ordeals of exclusion

Ordeals of misunderstanding, ordeals of honesty, ordeals of disconnection, and ordeals of effort

Ordeals of mistaken identity, ordeals of stupidity, ordeals of wrong turns, and ordeals of animals

Ordeals of wishful thinking, ordeals of bad dreams, ordeals of bad meals, and ordeals of rupture

Ordeals at the airport, ordeals on trains, ordeals in the bedroom, and ordeals in the rain

Ordeals of gender, ordeals of race, ordeals of friendship, and ordeals of nemeses

Ordeals every day, ordeals every hour, ordeals every second, ordeals for a lifetime

Ordeals of wars from before, ordeals of future wars, and ordeals of war every day

Ordeals of sad parents, ordeals of sad grandparents, ordeals of sad children, and of sad babies

Ordeals on the phone, ordeals in the street, ordeals in the courts, and ordeals in the kitchen

Ordeals like always, ordeals like this, ordeals like never before, and ordeals in hyper-dimensions

Ordeals of a vibratory kind, ideals of a sonic kind, ordeals of color, and of no color

Ordeals of speech, ordeals of silence, ordeals of tension, and ordeals of ceremony

Ordeals of the unshakeable, ordeals of entertainment, ordeals of the factory, and ordeals of appetite

Ordeals of the celebrant, ordeals at the station, ordeals of bureaucracy, and ordeals of ambivalence

Ordeals at the ocean, ordeals in bed, ordeals above the tree line, and ordeals of the page

 

 

 

interdisciplinary conference

 

a poet and a neuroscientist go into a bar
the poet asks the neuroscientist
what is like like
who answers

we aren’t there yet

                but I suspect
                ‘like’ is like
                insomnia
                hesitancy persists
                anxious politesse
                like, are you sure?
                a delicacy wrt

                unconsciousness
:
                is this a good idea?

why, what is hunger like?
the scientists asked the poet
the poet says
it’s like the inside
biting you

 

 

 

 

Miranda Mellis is the author of Crocosmia (forthcoming, Nightboat Books); The Revolutionary (Albion Books, 2022); Demystifications (Solid Objects, 2021); The Instead, a book-length dialogue with Emily Abendroth (Carville Annex, 2016); The Quarry (Trafficker Press, 2013); The Spokes (Solid Objects, 2012); None of This Is Real (Sidebrow Press, 2012); Materialisms (Portable Press at Yo-Yo Labs, 2009); and The Revisionist (Calamari Press, 2007). She teaches at Evergreen State College.

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