the entirety of a rose
cannot be reached
no introduction—
the work begins
already without permission
—
flowers
not arranged
but handled
—
pressed into light
not photographed
flattened into existence
—
petal
leaf
insect
bruise
no hierarchy
—
the scanner refuses depth
so time enters sideways
—
white: opening too far
green: already compromised
red: continuation within beauty
rose: unreadable
—
nothing symbolizes
everything proceeds
—
system.log:
loss = distribute (surface = all)
—
yes—
not located
not behind the image
but everywhere at once
—
the garden after
not memory
not before
—
if distance > minimal:
image.fail ( )
—
you have to stay close
closer than looking allows
—
another register—
collapse without staging
stems crossing
petals folding inward
a structure that cannot
hold its own duration
—
structure.attempt ( )
if structure == stable:
continue
else:
collapse ( )
—
it never holds
—
no vase
no vase
no containment
only spill
—
and then—
a body enters
but barely
—
hands only
identity displaced into gesture
—
flowers lifted
placed
removed
replaced
—
this is where I hesitate
—
again
—
again
—
again
—
again
while True:
arrange ( )
observe ( )
fail ( )
love ( )
—
the vase remains
the arrangement does not
—
this is not documentation
this is rehearsal
—
grief as iteration
not event
—
grief.mode = "loop"
grief.resolution = None
—
yes—
that feels right
—
a space fades
into a procession
of hands arranging
after
—
agent.identity = dissolved
agent.action = persistent
—
the loop does not resolve
it maintains
—
not memorial
not tribute
—
practice
—
what can be done
with what is gone
—
Spence:
contact
Hickox:
repetition
—
system.map:
contact → compression
repetition → sequence
—
both refuse completion
—
one presses time
flat
the other
returns it
to sequence
—
between them—
no transcendence
(not upward)
—
transcendence = False
direction = None
—
only this:
to remain
with the flower
long enough
to see
it does not end
—
while observing:
state.change ( )
—
it changes state
continuously
—
and the image—
cannot stop it
only
hold
the interval
—
image.process (time)
return interval
—
yes—
that is what it does
—
the work does not speak—
it continues
—
correction:
no introduction, still
—
Transcendence brings together Sheila Spence’s Lexicon for Loss
and April Hickox’s Observance
at Plug In Institute of Contemporary Art,
on view April 10–May 20, 2026.
it stayed with me
—
correction:
work.execute ( )
yet something still persists
the scent of white roses
Laura Kerr is an award-winning Canadian visual artist and poet. In 2012, she was honoured with the Queen Elizabeth II Diamond Jubilee Medal for her contributions to the arts and her long-standing commitment to art education.
She recently sold her art school to devote herself fully to her writing and art practice. Laura currently serves as Vice-President on the executive board of Plug In ICA, a leading contemporary art centre located on Treaty 1 territory in Manitoba, Canada.
For over 30 years, she co-owned and taught at Paradise Art School, specializing in classical and contemporary art education. Throughout her career, she has explored the intersections of traditional mediums and digital technology, increasingly blending painting, drawing, and photography with generative processes.
Her current focus is visual poetry—experimental, image-based works that merge poetic ambiguity with technological play. By using digital tools in process-driven ways, she ensures the artist’s hand remains central—even in collaboration with machines.
She is also developing a body of experimental poetry
criticism, written in collaboration with AI trained on her own work. These
pieces challenge conventional interpretation and embrace uncertainty, forming a
self-reflective loop between maker, machine, and meaning.


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