Wednesday, November 2, 2022

Carrie Hunter : Microphone to Shadow (for Sarah Mangold

from Report from the Mangold Society, Vol. 1 No. 1

 

 

After Sarah Mangold

I. Intentions towards invisibility.

“The beginning,” “this,” “the shape
of the sound.”

Generalities build up into a specificity,
“The comb in her hair.” Things you contemplate
and their placement. A specific shape,

undetailed.

Unfortunate, meaning steps towards reality,
meaning steps towards full engagement
with reality.
 

A space that means a pause
as we evolve, our bodies
become like letters, alphabetical,

“typographic.”

“A book is a site.”

As if we know what it is
rather than looking on
critiquing that we and others like us

don’t know what it is to experience, be in it.

Partial solids purring.
A perfect place to escape to.
The end of something or someone.
 

A student asks me what’s the difference
between being cancelled and being
socially dead.
 

Ghostlike through the corridors.
A victim as otherworldly.

“There were no babies but now it’s all babies.”

I would ask the question, but you already answered it.

  

II. Elephants, references erased

The animal repeated as sound,
not imagery. Or as a new grammar.

Everything good is chiseled, or is
an accident of habitation.

History will incriminate us.
The present moment a recycling of a past
moment, but with more clarity.
 

Lessons that lessen.
The difference of positionality.

In the spaces in between story.

You can’t really escape the content.
Less interested if I know the names.

I dream of Sarah Mangold at Sarah Rosenthal’s house.
Sarah M asks Sarah R why don’t you have any pets anymore?
Sarah R explains that they got rid of them in the 1970s.

We are sitting in chairs that are like pews with red fabric.
I am just observing.
 

Poets live the imaginary. Important,
but useless. Outside of ought, possibility
is or is not possibility. New combinations.

A pen has somehow fallen under the scale,
and so it tells me something absurd. I tell
my mother it is a mother’s day miracle.
 

We love the useless.
Expertise inside a void.
The city poem series that becomes poems about time.
 

Not required but allowed. 
But what is allowed is a type of requirement.
Post-colonial/post-national.

What are countries?

The individualist narrative.
Copying copious passages.
Friendship’s process of attachment.

A constant cycle of tests.

Time to close that door.
 

 

III. Abstraction is our Lineage

What you know when you know it
that you refuse to know vs
the urge to move closer

and so you move closer
but you don’t know that you’re doing it.
 

The famous thing in between the two things mentioned,
unmentioned. The feminine machine. Confusing contempt
and compulsion. Building up to the full experience.
 

Confusing pronouns for sonorous.
Agent, angel, angle.
Tagging is a type of glue, cohesion.

The past situations’ clarity is a present tense.
The machine’s error, a sexual error.

Evil, intention, guilt, chaos. 

Important messages, beside the point.
It couldn’t possibly be better, so
it must be worse. Distracted estimation

amidst faith in something we can’t see

“Mandates hoping.”
As if we could touch numbers.
These superscript zeroes, clitoral.
 

Trying to figure out my identity:
what I am and who I am connected to.

Art is a form of loving the world or at least not avoiding it.

At an impasse. While driving, I wrote down Teju Cole’s phrasing
“pointless impasse.” A poetics that has a missing word,
a missing context, a missing specificity.
 

Abstraction is our lineage.
The deictic gesture, but the self-deictic.

A conclusion that is a mistake but maybe a necessary one.
How we save ourselves for reading.

  

IV. The Dead as Archive

A pre-modern modernism.
“Electricity itself put an end to this.”

Information as information.
Grammar, a corporeality.
Only one poem has the word “precision”

in the title, but it feels like they’re all about precision.

Representation as duplication as falsity.
Missing citations, the bibliography’s lie.

What the reader misunderstands
through their own understanding
of themselves. A hyper-focused understanding

that leaves out circumference, or leaves out
what is outside circumference.
 

The idea of a reader as a sort of purpose.

History as an obsession.
Salvage vs salvation.

Antenna vs radar.

The nonfiction books that lie behind the poetry book.

Metaphors for reading.
How texts are indicative of their era.
No longer able to see what separates us

due to the age we are living in,
or only seeing separation.
 

If the machine is a weapon that devours,
not us, but expanse. It could be any place
and time. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Carrie Hunter received her MFA/MA in the Poetics program at New College of California, was on the editorial board of Black Radish Books, and for 11 years, edited the chapbook press, ypolita press. She has published around 15 chapbooks and has two books out with Black Radish Books, The Incompossible and Orphan Machines, and a third full length, Vibratory Milieu, out with Nightboat Books. She lives in San Francisco and teaches ESL.

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