Monday, June 2, 2025

Amanda Earl : where does a poem begin for me?

How does a poem begin?

 

 

i am not certain it begins at all
Frederick Hoyle, in an effort to
prove the existence of gawd
suggests that a collection
of airplane parts
falling to the ground
will not assemble themselves
into a plane
he thinks there's something
divine about creation
so i don't know
all i know is i am restless
more comfortable with
who and what are wild
so maybe a poem
no
maybe the poem
because I'm not sure
i write individual poems
i think possibly i am always
just writing
if writing is me constantly
ruminating and meandering
maybe the poem never begins
because it never ends
ouroboros
nautilus chamber
echo of soundings
inside and out
does it assemble somehow
into a flying machine,
small or large,
of words
maybe
i only want to draw us closer
to doodle us closer
you and me
kindred weird
wild and close
maybe a poem begins with birth
but i don't believe it ends
recently two great loves died
if i keep talking about their lives
maybe they never end
maybe a poem
is a perpetual motion machine
fill the bird's cup with water
soak its beak
see the red food colouring rise
watch the bird dip its beak
over and over into the water
maybe a poem begins
with a parched beak

 




 

Amanda Earl (she/her) [photo credit: Susan Johnston from Jane's Walk - Ottawa in Verse on Sunday, May 4, 2025] is a polyamorous pansexual intersectional feminist who writes, edits, reviews, publishes, does poetry and visual poetry workshops, and organizes literary events on the unceded territory of the Algonquin Anishinaabeg Peoples. Earl is managing editor of Bywords.ca and editor of Judith: Women Making Visual Poetry (Timglaset Editions, 2021). Her latest poetry book is Beast Body Epic, a long-poem collection provoked by her near-death health crisis. Subscribe to Amanda Thru the Looking Glass, her Substack for quotes of the week, recipes and tips on saving money on food, and miscellaneous whimsy.

 

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