Suddenly she climbs in the cockpit & has a
great facility for the controls: creeping
between the dappled concrete structures.
This
is
movement,
sontaneous
&
improvised,
some vulnerable modernism thrusting
in the slanting maw of copings. Grey
or meridian-like, these abutments starve back
through air, or through sky & lakemelt
&
sediment
of
ash as
the beach crabs
open
& close
their
brittle
pincer-arms
in time
&
tune
with the
temperate
saline fluctuation. Stop me. Down a path lined
with snow & wildflower, & simple rashes
of ailanthus, androgyny commences
wimpling forth & back in revolutionary
leave-taking,
faded on
the slopes
of the
bladed
offramp.
The
hillside
dimples
with frost:
pale
blue gone
grey in
the twilight—
Silt dances up & down the path in sandals,
some
call him Silo through the pleonastic
dune
passage.
Attention
flitting
from the
bloom
of arm
movements:
the wig
swings
in
centrifugal
revolutions,
black
on black; uterine on a flowing golf course.
Architecture,
limbs cooled in the dilapidated lakemelt. Silt
Silo, where calcium is visible in the snap
of grasshoppers: so few
remain
as warmth’s
scolding
to the
synaptic
sunflower.
Drag-
ging
their critterlike
speech
sounds
on the
slow teeth. We
need the
delayed
traces
of
“urgently”
or “sheepishly”:
I recognize
we’re saying goodbye in all this,
willing the landing of the beeping mothership.
Nothing
is as moving to me, as my own
line—as the meteors slam the pastoral hillside.
Monroe Lawrence was born on Vancouver Island, Canada. They grew up in Squamish on the traditional territory of the Skwxwú7mesh Úxwumixw. They are the author of About to Be Young and Gravity Siren.
