Friday, March 6, 2026

Monroe Lawrence : Silt

 

 

 

 

Suddenly she climbs in the cockpit & has a
great facility for the controls: creeping
between the dappled concrete structures.
          This is
          movement,
          sontaneous &
          improvised,
some vulnerable modernism thrusting
in the slanting maw of copings. Grey
or meridian-like, these abutments starve back
through air, or through sky & lakemelt &
          sediment of
          ash as the beach crabs
          open & close
          their brittle
          pincer-arms in time
          & tune
          with the temperate
saline fluctuation. Stop me. Down a path lined
with snow & wildflower, & simple rashes
of ailanthus, androgyny commences
wimpling forth & back in revolutionary
          leave-taking,
          faded on the slopes
          of the bladed
          offramp.
          The hillside
          dimples with frost:
          pale blue gone
          grey in the twilight—
Silt dances up & down the path in sandals, some
call him Silo through the pleonastic
          dune passage.
          Attention flitting
          from the
          bloom
          of arm movements:
          the wig
          swings
          in centrifugal
          revolutions, black
on black; uterine on a flowing golf course. Architecture,
limbs cooled in the dilapidated lakemelt. Silt
Silo, where calcium is visible in the snap
of grasshoppers: so few
          remain as warmth’s
          scolding to the
          synaptic
          sunflower. Drag-
          ging their critterlike
          speech sounds
          on the slow teeth. We
          need the delayed
          traces of
          “urgently” or “sheepishly”:
          I recognize
we’re saying goodbye in all this,
willing the landing of the beeping mothership. Nothing
is as moving to me, as my own
line—as the meteors slam the pastoral hillside.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Monroe Lawrence was born on Vancouver Island, Canada. They grew up in Squamish on the traditional territory of the Skwxwú7mesh Úxwumixw. They are the author of About to Be Young and Gravity Siren.