Monday, March 23, 2026

Forty-five Ottawa poets : Mahaila Smith : I vowed to be of service to other beings

folio: Forty-five Ottawa poets

 

 

after Emergence, an exhibit by Haegue Yang, installed at the Art Gallery of Ontario from October 1, 2020 to April 5, 2021


On a productive day
I get out my fountain pen and paper and stand outside, in the rain,
letting wet smear You can’t read this. You ca t rea thi. You can’t
I melt pods of red wax in a spoon
held over a candle and seal open wounds.
I see animals in everything
and crochet little sweaters for the table legs,
the chairs, the stove burners.
I watch as an end of yarn catches "re
beneath the steaming kettle.
I advertise contracts on all the hydro poles:
signing away my storage locker code,
my phone password.
I strip apartments of their shutters,
and use them to build houses, cots, and international treaties.
Cyborg horses
alert the neighbours.
I hide in Circle K and make
a picture frame around the yellow stain
le# beneath molding potatoes.


                                                First published in untethered magazine vol. 15


 

 

Working on now: Currently I am working mostly on short fiction. In the vein of André Alexis, I am writing weird stories about all the unique places and histories of Ottawa.

 

 

 

Mahaila Smith (they/them) [photo credit: Curtis Perry] is the author of the novelette in verse, Seed Beetle (Stelliform Press, 2025). They are a researcher, poet and editor based on the traditional territory of the Algonquin Anishinabeg in Ottawa, Canada. You can find more of their work on their website: mahailasmith.ca.