a
luscious mass delicate
of
flaws & curves
with
no idea
of
her own beauty,
or
the power of her hip-sway walk
in
Israeli fields, in London, in
lodgepole pine Banff
she
is a body in the world
harmonious,
connected, bending
to
the work
(missed her by streets & minutes in summer London 1990)
&
yes, a lickerish mind,
famous
unbrazen but blue & lubricious
— that harmony again,
the
full-body code of
birdsong
on glass
(her
head against the window
on
a flight to New York)
she is in the world again
if you
ever
get close to her
&
bend to kiss the
jugular
notch
or
kneel at her belly
at
just the right height
to
remember & praise
the
perfection of her
generosity,
her legs
full
of
forgiveness
her
lift & lick
is
the time hook
&
you will look
for
this forever
she
is a body
she
is more body than you
she
is a body
in
every direction
we
were cautious in Tokyo but
later
yes: bone axe
&
wolf brush
(steel wrapped in iron & rooted in rock)
she is more body than you
she
is more miracle,
there
is always more—
remember
& praise
remember & praise
Jason Emde is a teacher, writer, undefeated amateur boxer, Prince enthusiast, podcaster, and a graduate of the University of British Columbia's MFA Creative Writing program. A finalist for the CBC Creative Nonfiction literary award, Jason is the author of My Hand’s Tired & My Heart Aches (Kalamalka Press, 2005) and little bit die (Bolero Bird, 2023). Informed and inspired by such authors as Jack Kerouac, Don DeLillo, Susan Musgrave, Walt Whitman, Lucia Berlin, Louis-Ferdinand Céline, and Joan Didion, and focused on roving, expatriation, pilgrimage, loss, and a systematic derangement of the senses, his work has appeared in numerous magazines and journals, including Real Travel, The Malahat Review, Soliloquies Anthology, Ulalume Lighthouse, PopMatters, The Watershed Review, Short Writings from Bulawayo III, Burnt Pine Magazine, and Who Lies Beautifully: The Kalamalka Anthology, as well as featuring in Orange Lighthouse's Post-a-Poem project. Emde is also the creator and host of the Writers Read Their Early Sh*t podcast. Now working on a travel memoir, Solved By Walking: Wising Up, Breaking Through, & Conquering Death on Japan’s 1200-Year-Old Buddhist Pilgrimage, Emde lives in Gifu City, Japan, with his wife, Maho, and their typhoon sons, Joe and Sasha.